I just have to figure out exactly where those issues are rooted, but I’m not not like a viewer, getting to see all the different things that are happening in the house… it’s a big part of my journey and how I decide to really just trust my gut and how I feel about a relationship and what I do to decide how I want to continue on.
There definitely is chemistry between Luke P. and I, and that is something that is worth looking into, and my chemistry with him is much stronger than maybe with somebody else, other men there, and that’s something that I’m going to investigate why my feelings are that way, even if he does have issues in the house.