It was hard for me and I didn’t want to feel that way anymore, so it was really easy to look at Sarah and basically say, ‘I don’t want to feel this way anymore.’
I was holding a pill bottle and then for some reason I was trying to hug into my chest like I see my daughter do with her binky.
I wish we had more scenes that were connective in that way, but [the writers] deny us that because [the characters] don’t have that in their lives.
And that [hug] was the first human contact that I’d been given in the writing in the season, just saying, ‘Hey, I need help, I’m in trouble.’